21 July, 2007
11:35:00 PM
this week is really a bad week for me . been quite sad and angry .
on friday , jaslyn and fu were late . this is the first time jaslyn was late .
anyway jaslyn , i'm not scolding you or what . i just wanted to tell you that you can set alarem yourself everyday so that you wouldnt be late for school . you cant blame ur mum for not waking you up , babe . it is time you should set alarm yourself .
you cant rely on ur mum for everything .
ur mum is different from my mum and ur mum is much much much more better than my mum ! you should be grateful that you had such a nice mum sia .
when i told you this on friday , you msg 'okay , i blame it on myself . i'm going school now'
do you know when i saw this msg , what is my feeling towards it ?
is like a friend i believe in is angry towards me . i really dont like this tone .
if you are angry with me , i'm really
SORRY . but i know i'm not in the wrong anyway .
everybody out there who hated me , i'm really
SORRY .
please dont keep talking bad things on my back .
from next week onwards , i wouldnt care about anything anymore .
i just want to concentrate on my studies .
and elin , dont be too sad now okay . dont let ur brother and sister affect ur studies .
let us forget how they treated us and we just concentrate on our studies .
stayed in school to do F&N until 4.30pm yesterday .
our subject teachers were having a meeting with principal and vice principal .
meeting about our class .
mdm tong came inside the computer lab to talk to us . started to reflect on myself .
back home at 5pm . my brother is having tuition and i cant go in to take my clothes .
waited for his tuition to end so that i can get my clothes . (:
headed down to yishun to meet the seller at 7.20pm . finally got my bag and clothes .
went to my aunt's house after that . slept at 11plus . damn tired .
today , went to bukit panjang to print the photos out .
father came fetch us back home . keep thinking that today we are suppose to go back but ...
HAI ! dont wanna talk about it .
back home at 9.30pm . asked my brother to keep his clothings but he dont care .
started to throw his clothes onto the floor . father saw it and started to ask me why i throw .
told him why and he started to scold me . FINE . everything is my FAULT !
closed the door and i started thinking . tears flowed out . i did something that everyone is not suppose to do . elin should know what i meant right ?
when i opened the door ,
i heard my mum talking bad about me to my grandma . PLEASE LAH ! one day you didnt say me you will die is it ?!! **** OFF !!
i really really really dont wanna stay at home !! i damn pissed off with everyone !
including my girlfriend !!
