people , a really BIG THANK YOU for all ur concern ! hai . i had not forget wad happened to me yet . and i didnt tell any of my family members . this is really an insulting incident to me . and yet this happened . btw, another thing hurt me agn . my cousin went for an operation today . and she is only seven yrs old this yr . she is under operation now . i hope she will be fine . if not , i really do not know how to survive . and wad is the meaning of survive .
30 May, 2007
5:44:00 PM
first love ( english version )
Once in a while You are in my mind I think about the days that we had And i dream that these would all come back to me If only you knew every moment in time Nothing goes on in my heart Just like your memories How I want here to be with you Once more You will always gonna be the one And you should know How I wish I could have never let you go Come into my life again Oh, don't say no You will always gonna be the one in my life So true, I believe i can never find Somebody like you my first love Once in awhile Your are in my dreams I can feel the warmth of your embrace And I pray that it will all come back to me If only you knew every moment in time Nothing goes on in my heart Just like your memories And how I want here to be with you Once more yah yah yah You will always be inside my heart And you should know How I wish I could have never let you go Come into my life again Please don't say no Now and forever you are still the one In my heart So true, I believe I could never find Somebody like you My first love oh oh You will always gonna be the one And you should know How I wish I could have never let you go Come into my life again Oh, don't say no You will always gonna be the one So true, I believe I could never find Now and forever
5:18:00 PM
ah lam promised to meet at 8.20am today . in the end, she was late . therefore, i called jas to ask whr is she . she said she coming to school now . went to meet her instead . on my way to the road , saw my FABIAN DADDY . he accompany me to go wait for jas . jas came and we walked to the school opp mac to slack as it was mr guang's lesson . saw fatin and farhana . saw becca, san and jiayi too . (: asked daddy to help me buy harshbrown. becca they all went off first as they having mr soh's lesson . while we were eating , saw an old uncle which is in his 40s outside mac without wearing a shirt on . then we started talking about him about his six packs, eight packs and italy . he came in . he sat down at the table . something sucks sucks sucks happened to me and i cried . i feel very disgusted !! at this point of time , i was thinking about him . feel like telling wad happened to me but we didnt even msg for like weeks !! my eyes were red when i reached class . mr guang asked me wad happened . but i didnt told him . amanda saw me and she msg me . i told her . thanks for ur concern amanda !! i really cant forget wad happened to me today . please kill me ! blog, when i was writing this post , i was crying . i need ur concern right now . just a msg will do . please .
28 May, 2007
3:42:00 PM
DEPRESSED, MY BLOG !~ i cant even stop my tears from flowing out . they can go do anything they like . they can also dont reply any of my msg too . i am not anyone that can wait until they reply . last time maybe i can wait till they reply, but now i totally give up !! can i do so ?!! my heart still aching ! i doubt i can ! wad talking me ?!! i feel like i am a walking corpse now . i feel like throwing away my phone too . it is of no use now !! my blog will be dead when the day i'm dead !! x(
something embarrassed happened during the chinese o level paper . i shall not tell anyone of you . is too embarrassing . went pizza hut to settle our lunch . took photo of the scandal !
If I were blue, would you be there for me , And whisper in my ears that's ok. Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight , And say you love me one more time. If I feel good, would you slow dance with me ? And touch my lips with tender loving care ? Would you die for me ? Would you run with me ? And never look back.. Would you be there to love, to be with me ? Would you swear that your love is always true ? Would you say that you'll always be the one , to take my breath away ? Would you be there to love, to be with me ? Would you swear that your love is always true ? Would you say that you'll always be the one , to take my breath away ? Would you be there.. If I am away, would you still think of me ? And wish that you could hold me now ? Would you die for me ? Would you run with me, all the way ? Would you be there to love, to be with me ? Would you swear that your love is always true ? Would you say that you'll always be the one , to take my breath away ? Would you be there to save my soul tonight ? Would you swear that your love is always true ? Would you say that you'll always be there to kiss my pain away ? Would you be there to love, to be with me ? Would you swear that your love is always true ? Would you say that you'll always be the one , to take my breath away ? Would you be there to save my soul tonight ? Would you swear that your love is always true ? Would you say that you'll always be there to kiss my pain away ? Would you be there.. for me ?
26 May, 2007
10:32:00 AM
got back my results slip today . i'm not meeting the expectations i want . failed three subjects . tonight my dad sure going to'kill' me . i must seriously buck up for the common tests now . but how am i going to start from ?! i still not in the mood to study !! DUMB !! ARGHHH !!! i feel like giving up everything !!! including myself . hai . mrs ang said my maths results dropped alot this yr . asked me wad happened . is it stress ? i said maybe . am i stress ?? i also dont know . asked me to do well for my chinese this coming monday as i'm taking for the third time le . everyone in our class were sad ! CHEER UP EVERYONE ! we can do well for the next tests ! feel like changing the url for my blog . feel like changing everything .!
25 May, 2007
8:58:00 PM
pictures uploaded . taken during this week . my heels .
24 May, 2007
7:02:00 PM
didnt expect shoOo much thing to happen today . ara was making fun of everyone's mum name . hah ! when he was saying my mum's name, i started to throw his things on the floor . it was during mr guang's lessons ! and out of a sudden, his PSP dropped ! OH MY !! lucky it's not spoilt . HAHA !! elin and ara ar !! you two really got nothing to do sia !! people go toilet also can say a story out ! hai . slept during recess ! i was so tired ! didnt have the mood to do anything i want ! i am not the person you all know last time ! i had changed ! my head was in a swirl !! i'm BREAKING ! hai hai !! ~ having ptc on sat . oh my ! dont know wad my teachers will say about me . just know that i had FLUNK FLUNK FLUNK my maths tats all !! went to eat at 202 today . didnt have the chance to eat as i'm BROKE ! whr all my money had gone ?!!
CHINESE O LEVEL next monday . hope everyone can do damn damn well !! get the grades they hope forr ! xD hope i can get at least a A2 ! (: will i have the mood to study ??
wai zai xiao, nei zai tong ! HAI ! x=
Will the pain ever stop? Will I ever stop loving you? It hurts so bad I want to hate you!
21 May, 2007
12:45:00 PM
i hate all the school teachers !! just that we ate in class they wanna go gossip about . tell every teachers about us ! are they BIGMOUTH or wad ?!! please lahx ! cant they just keep their mouth shut ?!! BULLSHIT !! this made baobeix got 1 demerit points lolx !! then why they can eat inside their staffs' room ? why we cant ?!! ARGHHH !!! you all just ****!!!
depressed agn ! i just dont like to go school agn lolx !
18 May, 2007
7:15:00 PM
half day of schooling today but not for me . having f&n practical . i still can manage it . didnt talk during the all practical time . is a miracle that i didnt talk . in the end , also kanna scolded . hai . amanda didnt came school today . she PON ! xP oops, i say it out ! practical ended at 2.30pm . went off wit beibei, baobao and ah lam . beibei was going to meet her yaoyao . ah lam and beibei took cab . while me and baobao went walking . thought of going somewhr else . asked baobao to call ah lam . called ah lam and asked her to get down off the cab and go wit us . at first ah lam dont believe us lolx . but in the end, she came down and wait for us at amk mrt station. called jas to go wit us too . (: beibei had to pay her own taxi fare herself lolx ! SAD !~ we went to velocity instead of kovan . ate at PEPPER LUNCH ! helped miss wong to take her shirt too . took photos at the toilet ! hah !! MAD GIRLS !! took bus home after this .
im just breaking into pieces and pieces !!
17 May, 2007
8:36:00 PM
two days just passed and im missing my phone badly . cant take any photos now . my bro's phone camera is not good enough . tmr having half day in school for everyone . but i cant go home early . got f&n practical . i'm nervous , scared . hope everything will go well tmr for me !! BLESS ME PEOPLE ! (: will be having intensive chinese remedial after school everyday . chinese o level is round the corner . hope i can do well for this time !! went to 226 to have dessert after school . share money wit kuan to buy panadol xtra . both of us having headache . SAD ! raining cats and dogs agn . cab back to school . ara , kuan and jiahao waited for the rain to be small before they came back . they were drenched ! hai .! having chinese remedial in computer lab 4 . is cold , freezing ! i think i going to fall sick soon . ate panadol during lesson . felt sleepy . slept !! haha . elin keep making me .. ah bao too !!
shall end my entry here bahx ! (:
15 May, 2007
7:40:00 PM
my handphone under REPAIR !! OH MY ! need to wait for 2days . unlike elin needs to wait for 4days. haha ! went orchard after school with aravin,kuan,elin,baobeix and myself . waited for almost 1hour for my turn lolx . camera was in faulty state, the life of battery drain down damn fast . last night just charge my phone, today no battery . BUDGET ! back home at around 6pm. using my brother's phone currently . out of a sudden, nokia care people called . told me that my phone will be alright after 1 week . wad?!! 1WEEK sia !!! arghhhh !! hope the 1 week can pass by quickly . friday having half day but we have f&n practical lolx . haix ! sad !!~
14 May, 2007
6:16:00 PM
had serious flu today . used almost 1/4 of the tissues from the tissue box . pathetic me ! heard our teacher told us that friday we will be spending half day in school only . haha ! that is GREAT ! x) after school, jo and me went to amk central . bought the waffle for myself . while waiting, we saw that marcus DOG . his fringe is long and he pierce one hole at his mouth there . looks disgusting . he is still the same ! keep making fun of me ! arghhh . DOG, grow up lahx ! haha . he went off with his friends . suddenly, he called me . asked where are we . told him and told him that aravin and kuan are coming . he asked me dont waste his dian hua fei lolx . dont know is who called who sia . DUMB ! came find us as his friends are going home . deposits our money (jo and me) . went amk hub after deposit . aravin and kuan came . that dog keep pulling my bag's strap !! ARGUE ARGUE ARGUE !! that is what the two of us can do . :p wanted aravin and kuan to decide where to eat . they ar !! took alot of time to think sia ! in the end, went to mac to settle our lunch . let DOG see his last yr video . damn funny . my phone is spoilt ! cant see the videos sometimes and i cant switch on the camera !! ASS ! going to NOKIA CARE tmr with elin as she going to sony ericsson too . hah .
back home after eating ! (:
11 May, 2007
6:48:00 PM
having maths test today . mrs ang said that if all of us pass, she will treat us pizza . she marked finish all and message me . farhana and I failed !! x( SHIT ! sorry people !! cant let you all have free pizza treat !!! is my fault ! asked us to retake our test . haix . dont know why this week i damn depressed and sad . some weird feeling inside me ! sometimes i feel like ....... myself !!! plus you make me feel this way tmr will be going to elin's house to make biscuits or cakes for my mother including my godmums ! my baobeix will be going too i think . haha . shall end my entry here den . i HATE myself !!
went to LJS after school . bought a pair of high heels from charles and keith . costs $28 quite cheap ?! NO ! is expensive lolx !! spent around $50 today ! oh my !
everyday is not my day !
08 May, 2007
7:05:00 PM
after school, went orchard with elin by cab . tat BABE ! (: haha walked around at paragon . elin bought all the foods she needed at 30plus bucks !! LOL ! EXPENSIVE !! oh ya , we are going to make cake for our mothers for mothers' day . cool right ?! xD went to KINO to look for cookery books . you know who i saw ?! is her . STEPHANIE SUN ! haha . she is so skinny and almost the same height as me . OH MY ! she looks pretty !! (:
WINDOW SHOPPING TODAY ! didnt bought anything to pamper myself lolx . hands started to become itchy le . how how how ?!!! back home at 6.30pm .
07 May, 2007
7:13:00 PM
i really must thanks jiayi for helping me ! dont forget i owe you a TREAT girl . (: got my my chemistry test paper . i passed . after school , baobeix, jiahao and me went to marina square . took cab dere . it ish damn costly ! haha . $12.30 ! i treat $9.60 while baobeix pay $2 and jiahao pay $0.70 . cheapskate sia JIAHAO ! ate LJS again . aravin came to find us not long after . walked around marina square for a while and we went to BUGIS . it was fun . we helped jiahao to find the shorts for his girlfriend . the shop's name was zimple . and we cant find . stroll and find for about 1hr liddat . finally, my BAOBEIX found it . BAOBEIX you are so CLEVER !! (: jiahao, dont forget you still owe us a treat ! haha . took bus 56 home . xD
06 May, 2007
1:56:00 PM
SHOULD I OR SHOULD I NOT ?!! you will always be my first LOVE . arent this song sad ?!
05 May, 2007
11:03:00 AM
went watched 'SPIDERMAN 3' yesterday . wit houjun,mc and jiayi . the movie is nice ! meet jiayi first before we went to the theatre lolx . HAHA ! movie ended at around 8plus 9 liddat . went to s11 to eat . only those two guys eat nia lolx . the girls nvr eat . i'm so afraid to go AMK central . walked to AMK HUB . saw quite alot of friends . joe and his bunch of friends . i just know joe and zhongyan nia lolx . HAHA ! den after that , we saw kuan and kuangyong too . :p so concidence . mc went home first . den jiayi and hj accompany me to wait for bus lolx . THX PEOPLE !! (: joe called . asked me to go find them . but i will feel weird if i go . in the end, i did not go . SORRY ! reached home at around 10.30pm.
i just LOVE my blog song . is so sad ! i'm having DEPRESSION !!!! EMOING !~~ thx carebear to pei me chat . you are the one that can me happy . not like someone that will make me sad . HAHA . photos of the day .
♥HIM AND ONLY HIM
♥WILBER PAN WEIBO
♥JESSE MCCARTNEY
♥CLICKFIVE
♥YOU YOU !
WISHES
1. sony vaio/dell laptop .
2. more clothes . 3. shoes (nike dunk low) .
4. watch .
5. 'W' necklace .
6. heels .
7. watch more movie .
8. pass my o's level .
9. get A2 & below for CHINESE .
10. get to the poly i want .
11. highlight my hair at end of o level .
12. manicure my nails .
13. GUESS wallet . 14. CLICKFIVE's album .
15. WILBER's new album . 16. WILBER's DVD album . 17. shorts .
18. get a1 for chinese in oct .
19. necklace . 20. bag .
21. SHOW's concert ticket .
22. WILBER's concert ticket for 2008 .
